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its harder than you can imagine

I am having a really hard time with the separation. Me and my husband were always texting, calling, or just together. I haven't heard so much as a peep out of him in 2 days now. I know he is in Afghanistan and busy. At least one would hope he is busy. Otherwise the fact that he has been taken away from me would be too much to bear. But as I was saying, I know he is busy and still is getting settled. I know he would call if at all possible. But its hard. We have never had this much distance and no talking. I'm struggling bad! I feel like I'm drowning in aching loneliness. I love him and I know he is needed there but he is my best friend and I need him too. I don't sleep so I won't miss contact, but now I'm just under slept and cranky and emotional and haven't heard from him..

Just needed to vent. I miss him.

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