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Deployment NOW

So this is my husband's last day home before his deployment.  How am I supposed to just say goodbye?!  And walk away like its no big deal?  He asks me not to pout and mope around while he is gone, what am I supposed to feel and do in the days after he leaves?  Pretend he is just at  work and will be home soon?  The days arent going to be the hard part.  It will be dinner time and bedtime...times that he is always home for...It will be like waiting all day for him to get home and then the crushing realization that he wont be home and I am going to sleep alone...with his side of the bed empty and unslept in...when god knows where he is and what he is doing...How he is feeling...What thoughts are in his mind...

Its just very hard and frustrating....

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